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| So lately I've been stuck at home babysitting two little munchies: Lia (8 mos) and Bri (3 mos). I think I have become an expert at diaper changing (especially stinky nasty poops and sometime wet poops... and a whole lots of it!!!), feeding (bottled and breast) yes BREASTFEEDING... my neice must love my boobs because she cling to it for a long time, baby- they suck hard... and leave that painful feeling on your nipples for hours. My sister says if I let her suck on it long enough, I myself might even produce milk, WOW but I think Lia onlys like to play and nipple on it, I don't think she's expecting milk to come out because she gots her mommy for that right? anyways people must think i'm insane for letting babies suck on my boobs but i was curious as to how it feel, therefore i let her and it's a good way to get her to stop crying... anyways baby requires a lot of attention from you, always wanting you to talk to them but not baby talk but normal big people talk! weird. and they get jealous, it's hard watching two little kids alone because you pick one up the other cries, YIKE yike yike can't make everyone happy...but the best thing is seeing them smiles and goos ;) it is an AWESOME feeling. I LOVE IT !!! | | |
| I wish I was pretty, then life would be a little easier...
Today, I've realized that people come into your life every day, but that does not guaranteed that they will stay forever. One day they choose to leave you, and you have to deal with the painful feeling of losing someone you trust and have become so close to... leaving you thinking that you just wasted your time!!!
But life is life... and that's how things are... I should just accept all the bad luck coming my way...
WHY ME???
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| so many death signs lately... | | |
| THank YOU everyone for making my birthday extra special this year, i would have to say my best birthday EVER!!!
espcially (vicky caro mandy mai loann etc...) and (Jessica. adam, huyn-jin, matt, derrick tho etc) my lovely sister ever and her bf hehehe
and MY HUNNIE........... YOU are the best! you always know how to make me angry and surprise me when i least expect it :) haha you dork! you really got me this year, i was so pist! You did not wish me happy birthday on my birthday, but then surprised me the day after?, GRrRRRrRR but that was so very sweet and romantic of you, I LOVED IT, it was Perfect... YOU really MADE my DAY!!! actually you made my two day extra special, THANK YOU for yummy dinner on my b-day and my pinacolada, and everything you've done!!! to be honest, i do not deserve it... :( it made me realized a few things about myself and the many flaws i have. now you make me feel bad, but i will try to be better okay :) I LOVE YOU x ForevER
***** SMILES*****
i've never been so HAPPY!!!
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